toxicstables

Hey; Long time no see. I know it's been ages since the last entry. I was quitting DA and leaving for the Army. Well, let me give you a brief update to give you a long story short: Army didn't work out; I moved to WA to be with Shaina; I moved back to FL -with- Shaina. End of story. I'm still no longer using DA. I'm just submitting this last entry to let any of those friends that still care about me, know how I am. Actually, you can still see how I'm doing and still get into contact with me, first off, by visiting my website: http://www.freewebs.com/toxicstables On the website is listed my journal which I still write in to this day and all

Art Addiction has brought something to my attention - DA's user agreement.  It basically says that once we submit something of ours, it's theirs to use to their liking.  I'm sorry, but I did not create all my 'pieces' for somebody else to profit from.  In fact, I didn't create any of my 'pieces' for profit, period.  I'm sorry, no.  DA can take their user agreement and shove it up their ass.  I've deleted all my work and therefore, the user agreement contract is broken; they can no longer EVER use my work.  If they do, I'll take their asses to court and then make a profit! =D Thanks for the wake up call, Art Addiction! http://art-addiction.de

Yes...  I realized the damage I did with my previous entry.  I scared the love of my life, for one.  She sounded like she was crying as she told me my journal entry scared her and how she didn't want to lose me.  I feel SO bad x.x  The last thing I'd -ever- want to do is upset the one person who has always made everything better; who has always made me happy enough to want to continue this game people call life. I am not going to kill myself.  Yes, I have attempted to do so in the past, but have I ever succeeded?  No, because there has always been a barrier.  That barrier of fear of the unknown.  Besides, as sucidial as I can be sometimes, I